I am unsure
I wonder what would be different if I where to disappear
I hears lies everywhere , even the ones that you don't hear
I see the world with all every little flaw just as I do with myself
I want to not fake that " h a p p y " life or bullshit that everything fine
I am lost
I pretend to be satisfied with life itself for my own sanity
I feel , what am I talking about I don't know how I feel or what I'm supposed too
I need her , this girl reminds me what I should and how to feel. she forgets as much as me how much she means to me
I worry about relapsing into my mistakes and horrors of my shit life I've once had
I cry knowing my background , I've always wanted that normal boring life most other kids had
I am scared
I understand no one's perfect
I say I'm lower than the American average
I dream about being the person I've always wanted to be
I try to be acceptable to everyone else's standards
I hope this non sense and pain stop
I am unsatisfied
I wonder what would be different if I where to disappear
I hears lies everywhere , even the ones that you don't hear
I see the world with all every little flaw just as I do with myself
I want to not fake that " h a p p y " life or bullshit that everything fine
I am lost
I pretend to be satisfied with life itself for my own sanity
I feel , what am I talking about I don't know how I feel or what I'm supposed too
I need her , this girl reminds me what I should and how to feel. she forgets as much as me how much she means to me
I worry about relapsing into my mistakes and horrors of my shit life I've once had
I cry knowing my background , I've always wanted that normal boring life most other kids had
I am scared
I understand no one's perfect
I say I'm lower than the American average
I dream about being the person I've always wanted to be
I try to be acceptable to everyone else's standards
I hope this non sense and pain stop
I am unsatisfied
"S U R R O N D I N G S"
Most would just consider these photos of different angles of nature.
To me this is abstract. Growing up in the city life where down the street are several different sorts of malls every corner. Social all around you. When your alone it really is that your phone hasn't lighten up within minutes or maybe hours. The light that seems to guide you the most is the one that can be held in the pocket of your pants. We look forward to that light in our youth cause we know that's our entry to the big world .Where in these woods , up these hills, threw the brush; trees ; etc. you truly are alone with you, yourself, and no one else. As you go deeper and deeper within those woods you start to think about life and the real importance's and what we have been made to believe are really "I m p o r t a n t". These surroundings are the real big world.
Most would just consider these photos of different angles of nature.
To me this is abstract. Growing up in the city life where down the street are several different sorts of malls every corner. Social all around you. When your alone it really is that your phone hasn't lighten up within minutes or maybe hours. The light that seems to guide you the most is the one that can be held in the pocket of your pants. We look forward to that light in our youth cause we know that's our entry to the big world .Where in these woods , up these hills, threw the brush; trees ; etc. you truly are alone with you, yourself, and no one else. As you go deeper and deeper within those woods you start to think about life and the real importance's and what we have been made to believe are really "I m p o r t a n t". These surroundings are the real big world.